Deactivated collarme profile
I decided that collarme wasn't really working out for me. I kept running into the same kind of woman who was interested in me but more interested in the fact that I'm a service submissive than in being interested directly in me. It got tiring after awhile. And then when someone does have an interest in you, and you find out that she's located too far away from you and once that is discovered the interest is gone...well, that's kind of frustrating, too.
I think what finally did it for me is that I tried to contact someone I really respected, because she's always very critical about everything I do, asking her if she would be willing to give me some advice. Instead, she just ignored my email and didn't really seem to care. I think that was about the final straw for me, so I'm giving up on it completely and focusing on my writing only.
I think what finally did it for me is that I tried to contact someone I really respected, because she's always very critical about everything I do, asking her if she would be willing to give me some advice. Instead, she just ignored my email and didn't really seem to care. I think that was about the final straw for me, so I'm giving up on it completely and focusing on my writing only.
4 Comments:
Dear Duane,
I completely understand how you feel. I too have been hitting this same wall you're hitting and have taken a huge back step from things last August.
I too have a hell of a time keeping balanced and not letting all this dang internet stuff drag me down.
I think much like me your frustration tell you to just give up and try to die to your desires inside, but in the end we both know it's too much of who we are and what we need to really just walk away.
I'm onestandingstill in collarme.
If you need to vent, fuss, or talk I'm here for you as a friend.
Chin up Duane. Life may not be happening in the timing we want, but over all life is a phenominal gift we can give to ourselves every day. You need to try and muster up more joy in your own life for yourself and in time things will get better.
Your sister in submission & friend on the other end,
suzanne
PS... BTW I set up this google account just to reach you as I can't in collarme now.
If that does not show you SOMEONE cares what does ;-).
LOL see hon you are indeed special to some of us!
I value you, I value your participation in the forums, I've read your words and thought about them and the man who formed those thoughts highly.
Many of us can't be your one or take away the lonely hole not having your Mistress leaves in your heart, but ya know sometimes friends can help you find ways to make that hole much smaller.
I'm willing to help you with some bandages in hand if you're willing to help yourself.
Thank you. That was very kind of you. Right now, I'm wasting away my time watching dvr saved episodes of Cold Case. Seems more productive these days than anything else. I think what bothered me the most was I reached out to someone I really respected and knew from years back, and she never even responded to say, sorry but you're on your own.
i understand what you may be feeling, i myself have been shot down by someone who had brought me into this lifestyle, after 3 long years of being brought to the understanding of myself and the deep sence of knowlage and self worth, he left me on the side of the road(sorta sppek not actually on the road). but he desided to move on. (that was in 05) i came across him just recently and he acted as if he nevre met me and just went on with what he was doing. i understand the pain that comes with not knowing what went wrong. ~submissives~ were such a strange breed lol
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